Your Nothing,

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 14:24:35 GMT

Nothing crazy has happend.
I'm single.
But me and Sage are kinda together again.
Today,Mall with Danielle and maybe Christina and Christen.
And then Christina's.
Tomorrow hanging out with Sage till 4:00
Then Danielle's birthday party.
Sunday,Beach i hope.
=]

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 12:49:56 GMT

Taylor Owens asked me out friday.I said yes.

He is coming over tonight.

Me and Austin are up to small talk every now and then.

I'm reading this awsome book 'The perks of being a wallflower'

School is okay.

I've been REALLY busy with Mallory and everyone latly.

Casting crowns concert thursday.

Movies friday.

Taste of chaos saterday.

Beach sunday?

Cell is out of mins.

=]

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 22:04:31 GMT

I've disided i dont like Livejournal anymore.
=]

I give it a week.

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 21:34:06 GMT

Movies was crazy drama.
Saterday-Hung out with Mallory and FamGrams.
Olives garden.Walmart.Home depot.
Droped off at Mallorys,Brad and Sage came over.
Sunday-Went to Brads with Mallory.
Hung out with Danny,Sage,Brad,Candis,Mallory.
Monday-Gaaay.
Tuesday-Stayed the night at Mallorys.
Wensday-Briahna and me went to Winter park.
Moes.Jonney rockets,They danced for us.Starbucs.
And after school there was this gaaaay fight,At el bus stop.
Today i had to do this random survey test crap.
Me and Ron and Danny,It was ok.
I saw the cutest 6th grader,I was like gfjdfj OMGOSH.hehehe.
Tomorrow,Hanging out with Mallory.Movies? Lj?Idk.
Saterday,Stupid chours thingy.Beach?
But i know me and Sage are hanging out saterday.
Sunday,Beach?Idk.
Call me if yoy want to hang out.
=]

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:55:36 GMT

Today was really boring.I did'nt get to stay the night at Mallorys.

Or eat pizza with her,Or go see Johns new house with her.

I guess friday is movies with her,brianna,taylor,and lj.

I have a feeling me and Lj wont be 'whatever we are' for a while.

I dont know,He just seems to be getting wierd.

Eh, i can never keep anything going.BLAH.

So saterday i'm finally getting my belly done.

With my dad,So i guess i'm hanging out with him.

And then suday i think i have to hangout with him again.

MMAAAAAAAAAAAAAN: Sierra. your like a baloon you float so high in the air & never home down until you pop. but your not big like a baloon you just act like one =D dont ask where that came from..i wonder what i act like...im curious
I love her.

The end<3

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 20:45:08 GMT

Last night Mallory stayed the night.

Then today was kinda boring.

Wow how lame i have nothing to talk about.

Friday night hanging out with Mallory Jon and Lj.

=].

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 23:36:58 GMT

Fag.Brains.

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 03:03:32 GMT

Yesterday went to Mallorys.Got picked up.

Went to the mall with everyone,

Got a new shirt.Met this kid,Met this other kid.

Met up with John Smith his bro and two friends.

They fallowed back to my house.

Limo droped us off,Got money then Jon his friends,

Me Mallory Taylor and Sommer went out to eat.

BK,he droped us off,Stayed at Mallorys.

Slept in,Went to my house,Got ready.Beach.

Met like 9374975 kids.

Got this really got kids URL(Myspace)

Droped off Taylor,Then Mallory.

Now i'm home.Night Night.
<3

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 03:12:25 GMT

I'm going to have alittle emo faze for a second.

Well i've given up on dating,Guys,But i'm not going lesbian.

I'm so sick of trying so hard for him to like me.

I mean come on how pathetic is that. Gosh i feel like such a loser.

I just wish i could find someone i'm happy with.

For the longest time i've been having reationships that were not

So great because i did'nt have the feeling for anyone.Cause of Austin.

And finally i find someone that i consently think about

I get all nervous around him and everything.I like him alot.

And just my luck he does not like me the lest bit.

And i've liked him for about 3 or 4 month.

And i've tried so hard to get him to like me...=[

I feel retarted for it now for it.But i really like him.

And i really want to have someone right now.

But i have yet to meet someone i like,That likes me back.

Every guy i meet i think is hot and i like them for alittle bit.Thats it.

So i'm giving up.My confidence has been shot down to many times by him.

When i'm near him.I feel like a complete loser,Like i dont have a chance.

So i'm sadddd....=[

Anyway.Friday hanging out with Rom,Tyler,Danny, and Autumn.

Staying at Autumn's.

Saterday,Mallorys then Taylors birthday party.

Sunday beach i hopee.

I'm sad,Make it better?

</3.

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 23:41:05 GMT

And i know you think i'm wierd.
But news flash,I'm just like you.
I know i'm not who you thought i was.
But who is these days.
I'm not going to walk in your direction.
Because your to busy to look my way.
I'm not the kind to be saved for a rainy day.
So hey baby,Come here.I dont bite.
When will you fess up,It's alright.
Dont worry about repercutions.
What the future holds.
It's now,It's here.
I'm not talking about love,How overrated.
I just want someone to hold.
So who's to say we're wrong.
Does it matter,Lust took over.
I know some day i'll be cold.
But stop thinking about your reputation.
Am i that bad to be near,
Loud and clear,Right here.
SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM.
I'm so tired of being a teen.
Lust me Lust me Lust me.
Brake my heart.
Dont say you love me,Dont start.
Just watch things fall apart.
Walk away,I'll walk away.
Forget me,I'll forget you.
Just the way this should end.
What we had was not in which to depend.
So it was fun,We're so dumb.
Walk away,Dont say love.
Just whisper used to be friend.

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 23:23:59 GMT

Monday,Line dancing is fuun. I learned how to waltz =] Thuesday was lame. Wensday was ok,Went to church... Just to talk to Austin about somthing. But we did'nt get the chance to talk. Thursday,Is today.It was a very good day. Buut Ainslee's last day was today =;[ I cried,Well everyone did i think. I'm gonna miss her to death. Now i'm bored,And cold. Tomarrow,Movies? Idk. Saterday is me and Mallory day. Put put and dinner. Heck yes. Sunday i want to go to the beach. Hmm. <3

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 16:52:10 GMT

ended up not hanging out with Sage?
My mom droped me and Christina off at the coffee shop.
We bought pretty papper for her mom.
Then went to bells and tryied on stuff.
I realized just how fat i really am =]
Then we left the papper there and went to payless.
Then got half way to target and realized we left it there.
Walked back got it went to target and looked around.
My mom picked us up and brought us back to her house.
I stayed the night,We watched gilligan's island
Made road trip plans and made a new awesome friend from north carolina.
Went to bed around 5:00am and woke up around 10:00 =[
cause we have to watch her sister ALLL FREAKING DAY!
And she has hit a new recored for crying time.
Tonight,We are so going line dancing,We are too cool. hahahaha PSHT.
<3Call us please.
=]

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 20:16:35 GMT

Thursday went to munkys.
Friday "A and W" (food place)
Then christina's.
This morning,woke up.
Went out to eat with my family.
Then walmart with my dad
then home and made a necklace =]
Bought i cool superman shirt. =]
Wathed Ty and Jessie make browines
and played guitar.
Ate burnt gross brownies =/ewww =]
Waiting for My mom and dad to get home.
Then going to deland,Antique shopping =]
Then ...idk,
Tomorrow,Maybe hanging out with Sage =]
Then monady,Mall with Munky and Christina? =]
Later,Cell it?
<3

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 12:54:01 GMT

Last night me and Autumn went to munkys.
And had an amazing time.
that kid is crazy and so much fun.
Took like million pictures.
And then foundout his dad is a very good cook.
Before we left we were all laying on his bed
and me and him were looking at eachother holding hands
and then he kissed me fourhead and then we kissed,
And i realized how much i missed it.Maybe i should not have kissed him.
But idk,So me and him talked about it and we are not going to go out
or anything,At lest not yet,I need time to get over some stuff and
Know for sure that it will be just him.
Today after school i get to go to Christina's till my mom and her mom
get home from 'line dancing' they want me to learn! hehe
soooo....
<3

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 18:03:57 GMT

Today,I just woke up.Anddddd i'm hungry
So much for my mom saying she would make us breakfast.
Autumn stayed the night.
Today we most likly are going to munkys house =]
<3

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 03:45:07 GMT

Me and Robert didn't hangout.
Me and Michael broke up.
Dont ask though i wont explain.
We are still friends.
Autumn came over.
Pizza Movie.
She is staying the night.
CRAPPPYYYY FFRREEEAAAKKIINNGGGG DDDAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!
<//3

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 11:21:07 GMT

Last night,went to church with Michael,It was fun.
Then feel asleep really early.
Woke up at 2:00am went back to bed.
Woke up at 4:30am and watch tv till 6:00am.
Now i'm making pasta.I have a big headche.
And i dont want to go to school..But i have to.
Tonight is church,Witch means i'm gonna be a reck all day.
And then after church i'm gonna cry and not want to eat at moes.
Geez i hate knowing how things are gonna end.
I had the wierdest dream last night
Eh,The only good thing about school is a get to see Michael Ameko.
Or however you spell it.
Umm...so i'll just try to make the best of today.
<3

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 08:17:54 GMT

Another restless night.
I cant seem to sleep anymore.
So Austin called me.
And i was clam but i was screaming inside.
I dont get how he can just be so ok with all this.
Heh,The conversation lasted about 10 min.
Then he said i'm gonna go and that was it.
I see him wensday,I wonder whats gonna happen.
If he'll ever call me although i told him not to.
All i want is for him to call me and tell me this is all wrong.
Buut i know Austin,He is not one to do somthing radical.
What is best is best he does not listen to his heart.
But then again i dont know what his heart is saying
so i would not know if he is or not..sigh.
Saterday is get to see Robert!
We might go to the beach or somthing.
School is in two days.Ew.
Blah later
</3

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 01:16:33 GMT

Talked on the phone late.
Went to bed late.
Slept late.
Myspace.
Found a place that will pirce my belly.
Found out Robert moved back to orlando soo i'm extremly happy about that.
Made a 'note' box.
Got sad about wensday again..heh =[[
Geezzz....
</3

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 00:17:39 GMT

I disided to stay home for new years,
I stay up till 5:00 and woke up at 6:00 To get ready for church.
Church was kinda empty today and quiet and sad..at lest for me.
Me and Austin did't say much,When i left he gave me a hug.
Thats about it,and i wanted to cry so bad.
Left church and in the car i started crying.
Went to some store,Moms redoing a room in our house.
Took some pictures for her.Got starbucks.
Came home and layed around and watched tv.
Depressing day,All i had to eat is a pop tart this morning.it's 7:12
So i feel like crap cause i'm running off cafine,pop tart, and 1hr of sleep.
All i want is to see him,or talk to him.But he iswith Aaron.
And if i were to call him i'd seem weak.
He wont call me because i told him not to...
Idk what i'm going to do...I guess it's going to be a looonnng time
of picking up the phone,convinsing myself to put in down,Then crying.
I have to be strong,This is for the best...bull.
Well Christina called and cheered me up.
She wont be back till tuesday afternoon,IF it dont snow her in.
She is in newyork. Well then my mom got home with food...
Didn't eat it...=[ I kinda feel like total crap.
Well i'm just living for wensday,I want it to come cause
i just want to see him,But after it's gone that will be the end of it.
=;[
<///3

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 05:39:11 GMT

I guess it's just like breathing

&& not wanting to..

Some things you just can't fake.

Veeeerrrrryyy bad day.

He read the letter finally..and just agreed.

He said it was best....

=;[

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 18:22:29 GMT

Thursday Chelsea came over and spent the night.
Last night picked up Autumn and we all went to bk then the beach
I'll post pictures later.Looked around at shops,Saw some hot guys,
Walked on the beach and such. Then droped Chelsea off and Autumn spent the
Night. today idk what we are doing but my mom said she would take us somewhere
Tonight eather going to Candis's house or Michael's Or Liea's party.Idk.
Or i kinda want to stay home.Idk.BLAH. Then tomorrow is church
This sunday and this wensday are my last days at that church.
Then i'm going to stop going.
Umm....you should call.
<3

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 20:39:24 GMT

Monday my mom and sister had off.
So i layzed around for awhile.
And the plans where for me to go to the mall with Michael.
Buut my dad and pop pop's and the whole freakin family
disisde to come over...Heh they stay till forever.
So i could not go to the mall..=[ oh well.
I've had a bad past cupple days.
Pretty much Austin probs again..
Buut i did somthing VERY hard but maybe it will
be better in the end.Pretty much i noticed
he was happyier when we were not talking as much
cause he did not have to 'deal' with my crap.
And i'll admit that i'm dramatic cause he was my first
love and thats hard to get over.buut i'm not like him.
I do STUPID stuff that affects him too.
But i know that all i want is him to be happy,
So i wrote him a message on MS.
Explaining how i feel and why i think it's
best we no longer talk.and that i switch churchs.
And that i'm sorry for everything and that he'll
always be my bestfriend,But bestfriend do whats best
for thier friend,Annd me not being in his life would
be best for himm...i was like balling all night.
And still start to when i think to much about it.
Well tonight my sister is taking me and Michael
down to the winter park village to hangout.
And then tomorrow hopefully Chelsea is going to the mall with me
Then my mom is going to take us out to eat of her lunch brake.
Then home and she is going to spend the night
and we are going to have a 'girls night out' kinda thing lol.
it should be fun..and then i think my mom is making me go
to some new years eve party with her at some ladys house.
Geezzz....
<3

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 15:14:26 GMT

Well i ended up not going to the party.
I went out to eat with my mom then christmas shopping.
then i went to Christina's house and stayed the night.
Then yesterday i went to Michael's and hungout.
He got me a braclet and a heart shaped box.
It love it.Then after while he brought me home.
Odered pizza watched a movie then went light seeing with christina
and everyone. and wanted to kill her sister hehe,
then came home and every one feel sleep...so we did't watch movies together.
=[ oh well lol.Woke up watched a movie waited for ty to wake up.
Opened presents.Now my mom's making breakfast.
Then i have to go to my pop pop's house.
And sit there forever and 'try' to make conversation with everyone lol
then dinner there..i have to see my dad,i hope that goes ok.
and i dont get mad at him..idk,
then come home annd,idk.
<3

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 18:03:00 GMT

Today,going to tylers party.With Michael and Autumn,
thats about it so far,then i have to go to the store.
and get some stuff to finish making some poeples presents.
I've realized that i'm inlove with the band gregory and the hawk.
They are just,Amazing...Blah i dont feel like doing anything today.
Buut,Soon i have to go get ready,Cause i'm prolly hangingout
with Michael before the party.ORRR i could ditch everyone and sleep...
Nah...Man.
My breakfast and lunch wass...chocolate cake.I'm just asking to get fat...ew.
My cell is working now.
Soo people should call me.
<3later.