Taylor Owens asked me out friday.I said yes.

He is coming over tonight.

Me and Austin are up to small talk every now and then.

I'm reading this awsome book 'The perks of being a wallflower'

School is okay.

I've been REALLY busy with Mallory and everyone latly.

Casting crowns concert thursday.

Movies friday.

Taste of chaos saterday.

Beach sunday?

Cell is out of mins.

=]

I've disided i dont like Livejournal anymore.
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I give it a week.

Today was really boring.I did'nt get to stay the night at Mallorys.

Or eat pizza with her,Or go see Johns new house with her.

I guess friday is movies with her,brianna,taylor,and lj.

I have a feeling me and Lj wont be 'whatever we are' for a while.

I dont know,He just seems to be getting wierd.

Eh, i can never keep anything going.BLAH.

So saterday i'm finally getting my belly done.

With my dad,So i guess i'm hanging out with him.

And then suday i think i have to hangout with him again.

MMAAAAAAAAAAAAAN: Sierra. your like a baloon you float so high in the air & never home down until you pop. but your not big like a baloon you just act like one =D dont ask where that came from..i wonder what i act like...im curious
I love her.

The end<3

Last night Mallory stayed the night.

Then today was kinda boring.

Wow how lame i have nothing to talk about.

Friday night hanging out with Mallory Jon and Lj.

=].

Fag.Brains.

=[

Yesterday went to Mallorys.Got picked up.

Went to the mall with everyone,

Got a new shirt.Met this kid,Met this other kid.

Met up with John Smith his bro and two friends.

They fallowed back to my house.

Limo droped us off,Got money then Jon his friends,

Me Mallory Taylor and Sommer went out to eat.

BK,he droped us off,Stayed at Mallorys.

Slept in,Went to my house,Got ready.Beach.

Met like 9374975 kids.

Got this really got kids URL(Myspace)

Droped off Taylor,Then Mallory.

Now i'm home.Night Night.
<3

I'm going to have alittle emo faze for a second.

Well i've given up on dating,Guys,But i'm not going lesbian.

I'm so sick of trying so hard for him to like me.

I mean come on how pathetic is that. Gosh i feel like such a loser.

I just wish i could find someone i'm happy with.

For the longest time i've been having reationships that were not

So great because i did'nt have the feeling for anyone.Cause of Austin.

And finally i find someone that i consently think about

I get all nervous around him and everything.I like him alot.

And just my luck he does not like me the lest bit.

And i've liked him for about 3 or 4 month.

And i've tried so hard to get him to like me...=[

I feel retarted for it now for it.But i really like him.

And i really want to have someone right now.

But i have yet to meet someone i like,That likes me back.

Every guy i meet i think is hot and i like them for alittle bit.Thats it.

So i'm giving up.My confidence has been shot down to many times by him.

When i'm near him.I feel like a complete loser,Like i dont have a chance.

So i'm sadddd....=[

Anyway.Friday hanging out with Rom,Tyler,Danny, and Autumn.

Staying at Autumn's.

Saterday,Mallorys then Taylors birthday party.

Sunday beach i hopee.

I'm sad,Make it better?

</3.

And i know you think i'm wierd.
But news flash,I'm just like you.
I know i'm not who you thought i was.
But who is these days.
I'm not going to walk in your direction.
Because your to busy to look my way.
I'm not the kind to be saved for a rainy day.
So hey baby,Come here.I dont bite.
When will you fess up,It's alright.
Dont worry about repercutions.
What the future holds.
It's now,It's here.
I'm not talking about love,How overrated.
I just want someone to hold.
So who's to say we're wrong.
Does it matter,Lust took over.
I know some day i'll be cold.
But stop thinking about your reputation.
Am i that bad to be near,
Loud and clear,Right here.
SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM.
I'm so tired of being a teen.
Lust me Lust me Lust me.
Brake my heart.
Dont say you love me,Dont start.
Just watch things fall apart.
Walk away,I'll walk away.
Forget me,I'll forget you.
Just the way this should end.
What we had was not in which to depend.
So it was fun,We're so dumb.
Walk away,Dont say love.
Just whisper used to be friend.